| My compliments on my guitar playing was a relief, for I had practiced for 5 hours each day........yeh. Recording studio for 15 dollars a hour, YES!!! Anyways.........I want to to play another gig...yeh. I feel happy, thank you God for this joyous occasion...love you!
C.W. Angel | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | The Cranberries | | Subject: | Our 4th gig. | | Time: | 09:06 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/happy.gif) happy |
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| YEAH!!! Gig is tomorrow, can't wait...seriously, can't wait. We are going to have a acoustic set with just a tambourine, guitar, bongos, yes and you guessed it COWBELL!!!!!! We practice it today and it was cool!!!!! I can't wait. Kind of nervous, but must get over it.
Tell you how it went after the gig tomorrow...and after the after party, kudos!!!!
with love and beans with rice.......Cynthia W. Angel | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Being Rejected sucks.
I hate Fake people.
I have learned my lesson, I am now ready to die.
3rd times a charm, damn those "AAA" bateries....fuck them. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Coldplay - Trouble | | Subject: | Meh | | Time: | 11:47 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/sad.gif) hrm......... |
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| | I haven't updated in a while, and I'm sad to say that I am now dead inside...alot of people hate me, so yeh. I haven't been eating anything, I mean, I work and when I get home I go to sleep and write music. My eyes hurt alot, and I hate false hopes. My stomach hurts, I have the urge to throw up and I want to escape this all. I want to leave here. Let's just say right now, that I am utterly terminated to everyone, including myself. I wish I was struck by a lighting bolt. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Seeing is the limit and the gig is on August 28th. This is gonna be fun. Violet Redemption now has a drummer....hehe. So happy. Can't wait. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | gig and gig and gig. Yes gig. So many, all girl band.....this rocks. Demo out....we rock. Gigs around cali, yeh, thats just plain hot..I mean, heat hot. err...anyways, Craig and I will get married for the fact that I've seen his face before, I've seen him walking over, believe I want to know ya....yeawh. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | none | | Subject: | Oh MAN! | | Time: | 03:04 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/artistic.gif) artistic |
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| Shallow and hollow inside. Why are people like that?
Ok, this really sucks. this guy who WAS in our band cheated us. He stoled our song Dingo, and claimed it as his own. He tought it to other people and made CD'S to pass out saying he copy written it. What a idiot. You can't copy right a song when you just record and burn it.....we have older recordings on my computer and the whole song written in paper. This other guy that hates liz and I also claims that he wrote the song. Gosh I swear, idiots!
We have our lawyers in this and we are gonna sue. Legal action will take place..nobody is to be trusted! Gosh, I swear. No more juvenils! Down to them all!
Speaking of more shallow people. Aaron is a dick head....he is like shallow hal, but without the butter. He claims to be so sexy and shit like that, but the only thing going for him is his semi Craig face. Aaron does like me, but I don't tolerate that crap. Gosh, I wasted my time for notthing, thats it, no more guys!!!!.............for now.
I made a list of things in which I want in a guy, and Aaron broke the Shallow list completly, he is at a -4 on my list. Guys like that, ew. Only going for whats outside not in. Loser. Anyways.
There is this guy who is going to do a instrument bit today, like the banjo, semi acoustic guitar, fiddle, etc. He is a musician junkie. This is gonna be cool.
Sometimes I wonder, if this is only it.....?
gig this sunday at 7 pm at the peking gourmat, nice. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Library | | Time: | 04:17 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/silly.gif) Yeh |
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| Yes, I am insanely liking this Aaron fellow, after talking to him for like 3 hours, it made me realize that he is the best person I have ever meet. Man, I think I want him even more than I already did. I can't stop thinking about him. It's funny. Gosh, why didn't I move in earlier.
Gig on June 26....gotta be there. I'm gonna play my Song "AA Bateries". It's a acoustic set song..it's gonna be awesome.!!! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Library - Babys on fire. | | Subject: | Life on the Rocks. | | Time: | 02:03 pm | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| If I would reccommend a album. It would be "Velvet Goldmine" the soundtrack, thats some good shit going on there. I'm so tired. Work and gigs are getting to me. I've gone phsyco on costumers and cut my hair off in front of them.
Ani, hehe...meet a star wars guy that looks like Anikin. He is hot. Haven't seen Aaron for a while...been to busy with 2 gigs and working 6 days a week. I love my check. I'm craving Mcdonalds...hmmmmm.......
Oh, I saw star wars and Ani happen to be there. This would be my 3rd time bumping into him. I talked, flirted and got a number. I liked the movie..it was awesome.
Can anybody recommend any good music??? I need some new tunes, listening to "New Order" alot made me change my song "AA bateries" alot.....damnit. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Library | | Time: | 07:36 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/awake.gif) awake |
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| Gosh, I think I'm in love....so say my pals. Aaron, yes, he is back again. I talked to him yesterday, and I'm falling for him everytime I talk to him. He's face alone is worth my time...he is awesome. The personality is great, the music taste is great. He is 23 and man, I can't stop thinking about him. He seemed very very happy to see me......it was awesome, but after, I went back to work and hell broke lose. Some guy threaten my life over him thinking I stole 5 dollars from him.....man! Anyways, there was a baseball bat, fighting, and throwing stuff around involved. But, no matter how bad it was, Aaron was still there in my mind. Hymph, I wonder.
Oh yeh, I listen to Coast to coast with artbell, 6.40AM and man, aliens are real!!! Found in Brazil, there was a crash landing like in roswell, and civilians actually saw the aliens. One person touched one and put it on his lap, then he died 28 days later for disease's which are not found on earth, but only where the alien came from. (http://ufologie.net/htm/vargpic.htm) OR (www.coasttocoastam.com) All I can say, is that the aliens said something to a doctor while he was examing him. "We feel sorry for you humans, you can heal just like us, spiritual without tools and medicine, but you don't know how to help eachother. You can be great and intelligent like us, but you refuse to.".......man.....Latter. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Library | | Time: | 12:38 pm | | Current Mood: | accomplished |
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| 1.Hrm, why do people show their stress to me.....like I am a witch doctor and I can just clear their problems. I hate that. really I do. Currantly, I applied at the most trendy store you can possible apply for. No other than Hot Topic. The manager likes me...I have kudos from that. I want a job that involves indoor, and not having to worry about people at gas stations they are so, errr. Yeh. Anyways, I saw a gig on Saturday, it was metal night, and we were there to support a metal band called Elixer. The band was really really wrong. They are hard core black metal and they pissed me off. Every body liked them and all they did was scream and roar. I hate that shit, the guys suck, their hair suck, and they suck all with it. I don't understand why some people like music that does not have any vocal hear hearing to it. No sense, no notthing.
2. I've been into New Order and bought their substance CD. I really wanted that song "Regret" by New Order...awesome song. I might go now and look for it and buy it. I love that song!
3.wow, there is this black guy what looks just like James Earl Jones.......awesome, makes me thing of Star Wars a little bit more, by the way, I got some shoe laces of star wars...hehe.
4. I still want Aaron...hehe. Gosh, don't I just take my time........because I'm soooo damn shy!
5. I drove Germ (Ben) home yesterday, he lives at wrightwood. Up in the mountains see. hehe. Anyways, my car started to Idol, and it freaked me out. It figures that when you reach higher elavation the idol changes. I didn't know that. I went to his house and we played and wrote some new songs and recorded them. He's a awesome young man. I tought him some spanish so he can get this one girl he likes. Nice.
6. I'm going back to school this summer, Tennis, advance guitar, painting and computer graphics is what I'm going to take. =D.
7. Seven, such a good number, but there is no number 7. Laters. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | library | | Subject: | Time | | Time: | 01:39 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/amused.gif) Meh |
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I remember my hair was so long...........yeh.
Anyways, geez alot going on.....I worked 3 days in a row 16 hour shifts, swing and graveyard. The Graveyard guy decides not to show up to his shift because he had a little tummy ache....errrrr! I was pissed off and tired. But, I'm over it, after a saw Aaron before that. He thinks I'm asian..............hehe. It's ok, it happens, all the time. He is very hard to open up to people, he says I don't annoy him, so thats cool. OH I HAVE SOMETHING COOL TO TALK ABOUT!!
Ok, during work, there was these 2 white guys, they came in to buy beer, they sat their beer on the counter and walked away. There was a line forming, so they would have to get back in line. Anyways, this black guy was next and the white guys decided to cut in front. The black guy got sooooo angry that he wanted to kick some ass. Anyways, the white guys started to argue back, I screamed at them to leave. They didn't listen, so I ran to the side, grabbed a broom and threaten to kick their ass if they didn't leave. One of the guys were about to pull out a knife. I told him this while he was concocking(SP?) that, "I wouldn't do that if I was you, see the camera, you would waste a good 3 years of your life just for notthing, now get out of my fucking store". They stayed a little longer and the white guy called the black guy a nigger....the white guys left screaming, "we won, 2 against one" the black guy went outside and you can hear them say, "If you follow us we are gonna stab you fuckers". After that whole conflict, I went behind the counter and began to cry. Man, I was so nervous after, so much adrelaline(SP?) and the whole nervousness of conflicts made me freak out....well thats all, laters. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Bizarre love triangle - New Order | | Subject: | This is my life...... | | Time: | 02:48 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/blank.gif) blank |
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| My job at arco is working fine, I managed to not fear the people, and become a good people person/cashier.
I might be losing my job though, the owner sold the store and everybody is gonna lose their jobs. I need to job hunt again....I don't understand why I have the worst luck in finding jobs.
I visited Aaron again, he was really nice and friendly as usuall, oh and sarcastic...I think he doesn't like me...so, I'm just gonna be his friend. I am bound to die alone, and I want to die at the age of 28.
I woulnd't mind having a child.....but, I probably won't have one. I can't see my future.
I can see the musician thing working out fine. I can see a really good future in that, but finding love and having a family, nope. I guess, this is my path, I guess thats why I have the worst luck in guys.
My parents plan to kick me out of the house while they go on vacation to Cancun on May 18. They don't trust me for some reason...I feel awfull. I might have to get a hotel for 2 weeks.
I've been going to a loan office class and I'm learning how to become a loan officer. My friend and I want to be loan officers so we can make bank. Her mom is helping us out. Then we can make money and buy a house.
I feel, unloved..........Idon't understand why people don't get me. I guess I am weird...and I am going to roam the earth as a lonely bean.
...............................why does my life suck?
I wished somebody stomach hurted while they were thinking of me.....hrm... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Roseanne | | Time: | 12:33 am | | Current Mood: | crazy |
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| I think I am happier than I use to be......=D........my bite mark is still there, makes my skin look even weirder...yuch.
Skirt goes up, skirt goes down, skirt goes up, skirt goes down..thats what happened with my skirt today. Resident Evil outbreak files 2.....nice.
Reserved Kingdown Hearts 2.
Bought Pete Yorn album....I LOVE IT!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Did you see his name - The Kinks | | Time: | 04:50 am | | Current Mood: | chipper |
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| I'm soooo tired, yes tired.
Hrm, why are sagitarrius so hard to talk to?
The Kinks rock.
working, standing up, is hard on the feet.
I love my guitar solo
Lock, Stock and two smoking barrels is a cool movie.
I want to apply at the mall again.
This is cool, I had band practice at my house, so they left their insturments at my house, that includes: a drum kit, bass, guitar, tamborine and keyboard. I'm having a joy just playing with them all.
My hair is growing, I'm so happy.
I need to lose weight, blah, whatever, I shall not procrastinate. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Morning to all....I'm awake, eversince the telephone rang, it's like 9:02AM...and my internet is still on. Watching the killers video "mr Brightside"....lovely video. Gosh, another gig in 2 weeks, I hope this one is better than the last one..hehe. Not much to say, talk to ya later. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I drank some Irish rose wine and was particially buzzed, when I came up with a rad song.
I like messing around with my keyboard, make some kind of retro sound with my songs
I made some comics, some short skits ..hehe, they are really funny. I won't post them though, Blah has my scanner
I'm tired, and sick...I wish I was just tired.
"What about my beans?"
"Don't Go" is really a good song. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Mad TV | | Subject: | Sad | | Time: | 11:37 pm | | Current Mood: | blank |
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| Mitch Hedberg is dead. I didn't hear about until recently. Man, I remember hearing about him last summer on Comedy Central. I also have it downloaded, its like 20minutes. Talking like him after my introduction to Mitch that same week was fun to do too. He was only 37 years old. I will grieve, because he was a awesome comedian....I wonder if it was O.D or maybe some kind of alcohol poisening??
He will be missed. =*(
I just got a job, at ARCO AMPM...it's ok.
Man, if Craig would die, I would burst into tears....hrm. I hate death. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Something - The Beatles. | | Subject: | I'm free. | | Time: | 01:55 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/good.gif) content |
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| Feeling loose, I'm loose, nervous, but loose! The gig is is 3 days away. Very happy, alot of my buds are going and after the show, we are going to a party and get slightly drunk. I haven't drank since, mmmm......last march. A whole year...feels good.
We got these boys to be in our band. Jarrod, cameron and Fuzz, they are young (17), hot and very good. We sound very good together and I can't wait for the first gig.
Oh, yeh, Aaron, he tried to impress me today. Saying he knew Gwen Stepany, the chick from No Doubt. He was gonna be in her band..haha. Man, I hate empression. I had the urge to mess up his hair, but he is too tall, like 6 feet or 6"1'. I didn't get the chance to ask him to our show. I want him so badly. I'm like gaga over him. I like the feeling. I feel loose! Oh yeh, he let me call him Craig..hahaha.
BENNY AND JOON is a awesome movie. I agree with the Raisens, what cannabals. (Fuck spelling). Johnny Depp swinging at slow motion in front of the hospital window, priceless. I like his hair in this movie. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
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